Today was fairly uneventful workwise, its going to be a little hard for me to find something to write about. I've had some personal issues in the dating world that are definitely affecting me. I got enough sleep last night, and while I have been carrying an increased workload lately, I think I've been handleing it fairly well, but I've had at least 5 people come up to me today and ask me whats wrong.
I didn't think i was carrying it all around like that, i suppose i was a bit more brisk, used a little bit more sarcasm than i normally would but i honestly had no idea that i was showing it all that much. Thats kind of an issue i don't know how to deal with. I mean i keep my personal life pretty segregated from my professional. I kind of have to really. And when it invades, effects my military bearing, and becomes so prominent it effects my interactions with my coworkers, i don't know what to do. I mean i can just say I'm having some dating problems, make a joke, and go about my day, which is what i ended up doing, but the issue here that really concerns me is that i had no idea i was visibly upset.
You can't control everything about your appearance, and certainly can't control other's perceptions of you. I need to find a better way to deal with my personal life. I've been trying to find the time to go to the gym mid day, and when i can make it, it really gives me a second wind for the rest of the day. I think I need to adjust my schedule a little better an make some time to go more often. I also took the time out to talk to my peers a little more. It felt nice to talk about it all a little bit, and I think it helped me relax a little.
Tomorrow's another day, lets see if i can go about it a little more calmly
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